Five long months since I held my precious little boy. Five long months since I counted his ten prefect tiny toes. Five long months since I kissed his bald little head and told him how much we love him. In those five months I have learned that I am stronger that I ever thought I would be. I have learned that I love my husband more that I ever thought possible. I have learned friends you have never met will lift you up in your darkest days and I will always be indebted to them for that. I have learned to hope. I have relearned to smile and laugh. I have learned that love runs deeper in my veins. I have learned my shattered heart will never be put back together but it is healing. I have learned my little boy has changed my life and I so grateful to called his Mommy. I have learned flowers bloom when they are not suppose to and I thank Cole for that. I have learned joy is possible. I have learned Cole has more of an impact in his short life than I will ever make in mine. I love you, baby Cole.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
5 months tomorrow
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I've got little Cole in my thoughts today and we are all sending him some kisses up to heaven. I imagine them all playing ring around the rosy or something sweet like that. They are lucky little ones to have such great friends up there. I hope today brings you signs from sweet Cole and that your roses are in full bloom. Hugs.
ReplyDeleteI just saw the pretty petals for Cate and Cole on the "say it with flowers" website. Such a beautiful tribute.
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