Good day,
Wow... a lot has changed since I wrote the last post. Our babies are now home with us in Ziplock bags...how wrong is that?!? I miss my babies! I miss being pregnant and watching my belly grow. I miss knowing them. I miss James talking to them. I miss planning for them. I miss my little Cole and Cate but I thought maybe, just maybe, doing a blog would be an outlet for the love, loss, and hope that resides in me. Love... for the babies.. for my sweet dear husband( I can't imagine going through this without him) and everyone who prayed for our little family. Loss of so many things... babies...loss of innocence...oh, so many things. And finally hope. Hope for James that he will be a daddy... hope that one day we might have an answer...hope that one day we will have children running around with the dogs...hope that one day this blog will contain happy news... hope that my Dad will be a Grandpa (can you imagine how much teasing Dad will give?!?)... hope that Mom will be the doting Grandma that I can't wait to see (though she won't be called Grandma. She said that makes her sound so old)... hope for so many things.
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